Tomorrow class starts and my room is still a mess. I think its all because of my nervousness that I can’t seem to organize anything right now. Being away from school for more than a year, then going back with all the unfamiliar people (and some familiar terror professors) is quite daunting. Magazines lay scattered on my floor the tv is on top of a drawer instead of being on one of the tv stands. My clothes are in a heap with even more junk beneath them. I wasn’t even able to get it the room painted because the painter said its too cold right now so the paint will take a long time to dry up.

Its like the first day of college once again. I’m just so nervous that I can’t sleep because my thoughts wont stop running. Ugh.

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Classes start on Wednesday. I’m feeling both excited and scared. -sigh-

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I haven’t been online after New Year’s eve. I’ve spent much time away from the internet as I can and so far I’ve had a good start of the year. I’ll be back in school this week and i pray that everything works according to God’s plan. One of my friends, Vix, who I haven’t seen since last March messaged me last night and asked me if I can go to Baguio on the 23-25th of January. I said yes because I’ve really missed her so as well as Drew. I do pray that God allow me to go on this trip, I miss Vix and Drew terribly. I can also use some fresh air to think and reflect on my life. The North has a special place in my heart, I’ve spent a lot of summers and New Year’s there and somehow I want to go back just to remember the good times I had back then.

I was just thinking last night. I want to be a cake decorator. I really do. But I’m scared because I don’t know how or what to do so I can get there. I just don’t want to be scared anymore. I want to realize my dreams.

I have another goal too. I hope I can achieve that by the time my birthday comes. I needs some healthy grilling, some patience, and some help from Les before I can get there.

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I have no voice. Too much videoke, cold drinks and a very cold December weather makes a great recipe for voicelessness. Well now I do have just a tiny bit of voice, good enough for basic conversations like, “Water please…”. “Mom, I need soup…”, “Mom, my throat hurts so much…”, “Mom, my head feels like its about to pop…”. You get my drift. LOL. And its so hoarse I sound like a man. Eeeek. :’(

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Had so much fun with our Christmas reunion. We spent two days with our relatives from Dad’s side and all my cousins were there. We rarely see each other so it was really such a happy reunion. There was so much food on the house and we videoked and watched movies and tv all day long. We also took a lot of pictures and one of my uncle’s is going to make a collage out of it.

I hope everyone had a great Christmas. Its not how much you have or received that makes it a happy one. Its celebrating the birth of Jesus and spending it together with our families that make it such a memorable one.

I’m excited for the coming year because I’ll be going back to school. I’m preparing my brain again because it hasn’t been used much while I was away from school. I’ve been reading things randomly again like news feeds, books, magazines, random articles found in random sites, like for example mesothelioma, plantar fasciitis, production plans, business english, christian living and other information. My brain needs all the exercise it can get.

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